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[15 May 2008|07:00pm] |
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It seems like more and more each day I begin to think about college.
I'll be graduating at this time in a year. I'm scared, but yet, I'm so happy at the same time.
It kind of feels like high school is already over for me. It's so crazy.
When I think about college, I think about how almost all my friends moved away and none of them are staying/have stayed here.
But when I think about it for myself, I always wonder what the hell I want to do for the rest of my life, and where I want to be while trying to get there. I have the options of staying here in Corpus Christi, Texas or moving. And if I'm moving, consider me long gone out of the states. I'll be in Germany as an English teacher. That's what I want to do.
But, there is only one thing holding me back from that, and it's my family. It's not that they don't want me to go because they support me making this decision. But, I'm hours and hours away, I'm miles and an ocean apart from them. I can't just get in my car and drive to their home when I need someone to talk to. I can't hug my mom every day (not like I ever do) and I can't see my dad as often as I would like. And the one thing that would hurt the most is knowing that I wouldn't be able to see my sister achieve a lot of things in high school. I wouldn't be able to go to her volleyball games, track meets, etc. and I'd miss that so much.
Maybe, I should just stop being crazy because I still have another year.
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[27 Mar 2008|10:28pm] |
My goodness.
I'm 82 days away from Germany.
I wonder why I'm doing UIL if I'm failing Algebra 2.
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[23 Mar 2008|12:04am] |
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( Wants )
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[06 Mar 2008|08:55pm] |
My dreams are shattered.
My mom is ruining my life.
I'm fucking 16 years old.
She is suppost to take
responsibility of me until
I'm 18, not 14.
I fucking hate her.
She canceled my trip to Germany,
canceling my insurance,
selling my car,
and disconnecting my internet
all because I didn't go to work.
Fuck that bitch.
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[20 Feb 2008|09:54pm] |
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I really need a haircut.
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[19 Feb 2008|11:00pm] |
I'm so proud of myself.
I finished my Algebra 2 homework for Monday and Tuesday. :)
I actually understand it which is the best part.
My boyfriend brought me chocolate with almonds &a rootbeer.
He is so amazing.
I am going to call my boyfriend now.
:)
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[18 Feb 2008|10:21pm] |
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I've been talking to my exchange student recently, she's really sweet. I cannot wait to meet her! I am going to send her a texas shirt for her birthday. :)
I have to wake up at 6:15AM tomorrow in order to be at school at 6:30AM. I have to go to the post office on my way there to mail out a letter.
I've finally submitted all the applications I've wanted to (for now); and I'm just waiting for replies.
I have so much stuff to do tonight.
I got my first car yesterday. It's ghetto, but whatever. I'm learning to appreciate it.
My boyfriend is awesome.
I need to work on Algebra 2 homework.
Things have been goooood. I'm doing much better.
Spring Break story is going great, minus the lack of people travelingggg (lame)!
I really cannot wait until Germany!
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[15 Feb 2008|09:33pm] |
Valentine's was really great. As well as today. My boyfriend is amazing.
I'm sort-of, kind-of in the proccess of getting a car? I'm hella stoked
to be pimpin' this '89. hahaha.
Whatever, I don't even care anymore.
I had strawberry lemonade today and it made my day!
Luis took me to Chili's. :D It was good.
I am sooo happy lately.
Everything is just going so amazing.
I have to wake up early tomorrow so I can see Luis throw.
Yay. I'm really thirsty. :/
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[12 Feb 2008|06:52pm] |
+ Today was overall a good day.
+/- I dropped out of twirling.
+/- My hair was dirty.
+ I got the watermelon slushie I was craving.
- Algebra 2 sucks.
I loveeeee life and I can't wait to see Luis throw this weekend. :)
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[11 Feb 2008|08:16pm] |
So, today I was sitting in my German class and I was looking around the room at all the gorgeous pictures of Germany. And I realized, that within 128 days (yes, I'm counting) I will be visiting there. It's actually going to happen. It sort of seems like some sort of miracle to me. This goes to prove my point on the quote I live by; Follow Your Dreams. I'm really excited and I can't wait to expirence a whole new culture (foooood!!).
Overall, today was a good day, for it being a Monday and all.
Tuesday - Editors meeting in the morning?, youth and government meeting/pictures, and twirling practice.
Wednesday - Hoofbeat staff pictures in the morning, Nurses Club pictures in the afternoon, Shanda is staying the night.
Thursday - Shanda is staying the night.
Friday - Hanging out with Luis. Rough due.
Saturday - Track meet and then going to Luis' house.
Sunday - Family day.
Monday - English project due. Rough due.
Tuesday - Youth and Government meeting.
Hm, something like that.
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| I love this. |
[04 Feb 2008|10:08pm] |
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"Life is like riding a bike. It is impossible to maintain your balance while standing still."
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[22 Jan 2008|05:56pm] |
I can't wait until Austin.
This weather sucks.
My sinuses are horrible.
Fuck that trick at Sonic.
I am exhausted.
I have so much homework to do.
I'm getting contacts soon because of twirling.
I passed for the nine weeks in all my classes.
School lunch is disgusting.
I am poor. I need money.
I can't wait until Germany.
My fat cats are running out of food.
My life isn't this ridiculous though, I promise.
My boyfriend is a sweetheart.
I am pooping while making this entry.
I'm finally more focused on school.
My boyfriend really is awesome.
I'm always smiling now.
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[06 Jan 2008|09:29pm] |
BigLuNumba6: 94. I've always wanted to see a drive in movie.
BigLuNumba6: ill put a tv in the yard and wel'l watch a movie in my car
girl vs romance: lololol
girl vs romance: that would be so cute
girl vs romance: ahaha
BigLuNumba6: ill do it
girl vs romance: promise?
BigLuNumba6: i swear
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[04 Jan 2008|09:43pm] |
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I'm too tired to make a photo update.
I have to wake up early tomorrow morning because my little sister has a basketball tournament at King.
Afterwards, I have to go shopping for clothes to wear to Austin.
I don't like being broke, it's whack. (:
I start twirling Monday, I cannot wait.
Hopefully I make it next year so I can switch newspaper for band, I'm stoked. :D
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| 002. |
[02 Jan 2008|11:48pm] |
Today was overall a good day.
I took my letterman in to get patches sewn on,
ate amazing chinese food at China Garden,
and had a wonderful time with my boyfriend.
Today is our two month anniversary, yay! :D
P.S.: I tried sushi for the first time today
and it was very disgusting.
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[29 Dec 2007|12:19am] |
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I need to make new years resolutions (even though I won't keep them anyway).
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[27 Dec 2007|10:45pm] |
+ awesome boyfriend, falling in love.
- no internet at home.
- razor burn.
+/- christmas.
+ new camera, finally.
+ chinese with the boyfriend on saturday.
+ no school, good break so far.
+ tons of cheesecake.
+ boyfriend has amazing parents.
+ strawberry lemonade from chili's.
lifes been extremely good as you can tell.
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[13 Dec 2007|08:59pm] |
AngermeansHate: dude fo real, i dont think ive been this happy since i got asked to join the golden age
AAWWWW. I love seeing Shaggy happy.
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[30 Nov 2007|05:37pm] |
It seems as though my days just keep getting better and better. I talked to the band director today afterschool about twirling next year and he seemed really excited. He wants me to go back to his office sometime next week so we can talk more about things, and get to know me on a personal basis.
Newspaper is going okay. I have two stories that I need to tie ends with over the weekend. I want to do a restaurant rewview sometime.
I need to do Christmas shopping. It's already going to be December, jeez. I have no idea what I'm going to get anyone! :/
My boyfriend is amazing. He's simply wonderful and I'm really happy with him. I like him a lot.
Austin on Friday, woo! I can't wait. Hopefully we go shopping while were there, if not, I'll be super upset because I wanted to do Christmas shopping. :(
Anyway, life has been amazing lately. I think I'm going to make a list of things and go to Wal-Mart tonight, possibly the mall and do a bit of Christmas browsing.
A Shot At Love is my new favorite show, I even got my boyfriend into it!
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